sorrow

Assalamualaikum.

sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear 
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here 

tell me why

bismillah, assalamualaikum.

"is it awkward to have me around baby?"

yes,this thing keep running through my mind all the time you're with me.
or just should i say,when i'm with you?

cant you just be you whenever i'm around?
cant you just smile like you always did to the others?
cant you just talk and chat just like you used to do?

why dear why?
is it really uncomfortable for you when i'm with you?
do you hate me? dont you need me anymore sweetheart?

are you really tongue-tied,that you cant even have a word with me?
why oh why please just tell me why?

have i done something wrong?
have i ever make mistakes baby?

tell me please tell me so that i can change,bestfriend.
i love you and will always do,seriously.

Cerita

Assalamualaikum.

Seringkali mata tertipu dengan senyuman.
Seringkali juga mata terpedaya dengan tangisan.
Ada senyuman itu hanya untuk menutup derita di hati.
Di sebalik senyuman itu ada cerita yang cuba diselindungkan.
Cerita derita dan sepi.

Ada tangisan itu begitu mendayu sekali.
Namun perit di hati tiada siapa bisa rasai.
Tangisan itu kadang melemahkan.
Kadang menghambat kekuatan.



Siapa kita untuk menghukum.
Siapa kita untuk menilai.
Siapa kita untuk menuding jari.
Kerna kita tidak tahu erti kebenaran.



Kita buta dengan senyuman yang dilemparkan.
Kita hanyut dengan kesedihan yang di tontonkan.
Setiap tangisan dan senyuman punya,
Sebuah cerita yang tidak mampu kita rungkaikan.

Kerana cerita itu sering disembunyi di sebalik mainan perasaan.

Memories

Assalamualaikum.

Ada rindu yang menjelma, ada rasa yang ingin di kongsi.
Tapi rindu tak dapat di luah, rasa tak mampu di perkata.
Mungkin coretan bisu yang mampu,
Membuktikan segala rindu, meluahkan segala kenangan.
Kerana semua adalah memori yang tak mungkin terpadam :')

“You will always be a part of my life. A happy memory, a good laugh, a tear or two. I won’t ever forget you.”