tell me why

bismillah, assalamualaikum.

"is it awkward to have me around baby?"

yes,this thing keep running through my mind all the time you're with me.
or just should i say,when i'm with you?

cant you just be you whenever i'm around?
cant you just smile like you always did to the others?
cant you just talk and chat just like you used to do?

why dear why?
is it really uncomfortable for you when i'm with you?
do you hate me? dont you need me anymore sweetheart?

are you really tongue-tied,that you cant even have a word with me?
why oh why please just tell me why?

have i done something wrong?
have i ever make mistakes baby?

tell me please tell me so that i can change,bestfriend.
i love you and will always do,seriously.